God's good. and i'm encouraged by my subscriptions to how the family is experiencing him...
Lord, turn my heart again back to you. and empty me...
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on another note, i find myself thinking day after day of Mongolia. I miss the land and culture and experience. but what shames me is the lack of love i have for the people. what i long for is the thirst of adventure, not for the souls of the people i know to experience Him...
what i want is not of eternal things, but worldy things.
i wish to long for eternal things again, like the Savior's love.
was reading a brother's entry and I AM LIVING MY LIFE TO BE A PLAQUE ON THE WALL. achievements, grades, forced image of 'spirituality', it's all a sham...
what was built is made of gold, costly materials, no less... but it'll all burn away at the end.
and i realize too, the less i dwell in the vine, the more lacluster my writing becomes.
and i long to write poetry again...
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